Whenever she is here, you feel an unknown tension building up…Inside. The sense of tension tickles you from inside and makes you vulnerable…Outside. You want to get away from her because you feel the tension is overbearing. You can’t get away from her because you know you can’t. You keep mum in front of her. You want to see her speak. You want to observe her lips speak. You want to see them twist into a smile. Yes…a smile. You feel you can do anything to bring that smile on her face. You know you can watch that smile lingering on her face for eternity. You acquire a meaning of life by looking at her smile. Yes…a smile…
You don’t want others to know about it. Your feelings. You are too scared to lose her…even if you haven’t got her yet. Yet you start writing ‘love’ on your facebook statuses. You are not sure if its love though. How direly you want to attach that word to your feelings!! Yes feelings…from anonymity to acquaintance to friendship to l…you blush when you start typing those words. You stop typing when you become aware of that tingle in your heart…yes a tingle does the job…your heart start pumping harder whenever someone mentions her name in front of you…you ears get raised up…you suddenly wake up from a dream.
Yes…Dreams…they are the most wonderful thing in the world. You are the hero of your dreams. She is the heroine. You have all the powers of all the supermans and spidermans and batmans. You know you are dreaming. You know you are not a God. But you aspire to be one in front of her…at least…in her dreams. In your dreams you save her from monsters, from terrorists…you know its too melodramatic…you know it can never be real…but who wants the real world when the dreams are so beautiful?
Are you in love?