There is an emptiness which I can’t descry.
I am feeling low but can’t tell why.
There are a lot of things I want to write here
but I find no words to describe them. I wish there
was no peace in the world so that I could
be peaceful at the idea of being as one should
be that is peaceful. I know I am sad.
The world for me is nothing but a fad
machine which churns your peace
into the bits of your piece
cut from the chunks of your sweat and blood
and bones and cud.
I want to escape from this pain.
I once again desire to become insane.